Archive for the ‘Poetry’ Category

Running Past The Funeral Home

June 22, 2013

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It sits there
Quietly
Facing the rising sun
 
Not a speck of dirt
Nothing but the shine
Of a pampered black car
 
It’s alone
At the head
Of a procession
 
Yet to be
Formed
Automobiles
 
From all over town
Friends
Relatives
 
But for now
No one
The lot is empty
 
The funeral home
Has no visitors
To come see
 
And grieve
And mourn
And, often, celebrate
 
Whomever
Lies alone
In the chapel
 
On
This hot
June day

 © 2013 Thomas W. Cummins

A Willingness To Be Present

June 17, 2013

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The threshold
Of the future
Is pulled forward
Slowly and surely
Second by second
 
Or stands still
As the past
Slips away
Retreating fitfully
But never completely
 
Our yesterdays linger
Sometimes
Directly behind
Taunting
Or back around a dim corner
 
Barely accessible
If warm and pleasant
Abruptly intrusive
Uninvited
If unhappy or filled with regrets
 
But what of our tomorrows?
Sometimes
Filled with hopes and dreams
Or other times with dread
Uncertainty
 
Days and years
Lying ahead
Our dwelling place
To be
Fleetingly or longer
 
Yet, they are
Empty
Years
Waiting to be filled
By us or circumstance
 
Health, family
Resources, friends
A spiritual foundation
A sense
Of the Other
 
All shape
A life to come
But, really, isn’t it now,
The present,
That will ultimately decide?
 
Our sense of self
Now
Our willing to be
Now
Our gratitude – now
 
Isn’t that what shapes us,
Now, and in the years to come?
How we view the past
Our acceptance of self and others
A willingness to be present

 © 2013 Thomas W. Cummins

Irreversible Change

June 3, 2013

—∞—

I’m thinking about the story
A man and a woman
And an apple
Was that a tale of our beginning
Or of our end?

—∞—

Down by the lake
On the shore
By the lake
Lies a pebble
One of millions, actually
 
Rounded
Smoothed
Deposited
By a glacier
Long, long ago
 
Where was it yesterday?
There or nearby?
Moved maybe
By a wind-blown wave
Or a passing boat’s wake
 
If it was moved
An irreversible change
To the entire universe
Took place
Tiny, but irreversible
 
What about us?
What are we doing?
How’s our piece,
Our allotted portion
Of the universe, doing?
 
Irreversible change
I’m thinking about sunlight
Stored sunlight, stored energy
As in an apple
As in coal, gas, oil
 
Why is the oil there?
The coal?
The gas?
Is it for us?
If so, to do what?
 
Are these tangible things,
These stored solar energies,
Here for our good?
Or are they the forbidden fruit
An apple … a poisoned apple
 
Perhaps that mythical tale
Two people and an apple
Is a story of our end, not of our beginning
A story about hubris and selfishness now
Rather than providing for those who follow
 
One bite or too many
Perhaps
An abdication of our stewardship?
Our misunderstanding of dominion?
A failure to faithfully respond?

© 2013 Thomas W. Cummins

 

A Train Slowly Passing

June 1, 2013

—∞—

“Since 1941”
Proclaims the logo
On the paper cup
Torké Coffee Roasting Company
 
I sip the coffee
A train lumbering by
Filled with grain
A mournful early-morning whistle
Announced earlier
 
1941: my natal year
But now
A train slowly passing
Evokes a childhood memory
My maternal grandfather
A locomotive engineer
 
Time collapses
Looking out the window
Many years
Overflowing with joyful memories
Hopes
Dreams
 
Others (few, but too many)
Tinged with sadness
Disappointments
Confusion
Anxiety
Loneliness
 
What brings
This reflection
This day
In front of this window?
A convergence – “Since 1941” and …
A train slowly passing

 © 2013 Thomas W. Cummins

The Breath of Time

May 30, 2013

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Breathing in
Breathing out
We enter the world
Being loved
We exit being loving
A rhythm
A pulse
Time ticking
Minutes and hours
Days and years
Generations
Lives
Breathing in
Breathing out

 © 2013 Thomas W. Cummins

Ancient Feelings

April 5, 2013

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O, waning crescent
Where are you heading?
The morning is clear, crisp
Dawn is breaking
You appear to be leaving
Won’t you stay to welcome the day?
 
In your fullness rising
Large
Golden
Warm
Romantic
You welcome our evenings
 
Your presence is everywhere
A sharp beam on a glassy lake
Silvery lamé on a wind-tossed sea
Hanging over a southbound river like a lantern
Climbing over a stadium wall during a game
Shining on an airplane’s wing
 
In your fullness
Your stay around all night
Making tree shadow patterns on the snow
Casting twig-laced squares on the bedroom floor
Flirting from behind the pines
As morning draws near
 
You startled me one night
In a canyon … in Utah
I was asleep
Under the stars
You suddenly peeked over the towering, sheer, red wall
Your desert brightness unrestrained. Remember?
 
But, for now, you are leaving
Each month you give us
A warm evening greeting
A chilly morning farewell
We know all about lunar cycles
But our ancient feelings prevail

 © 2013 Thomas W. Cummins