Posts Tagged ‘poetry’

A Patch of Light

March 31, 2012
 
 
A Patch of Light
 
A work day
Arkansas, hot, humid
That office building, quiet
Each World War II era corner, quiet
An advance of towering pines, halted
By a peaceful expanse of lawn
 
Many beyond naming had sat in my office
In the late 70s one day
Just me
Sitting
Discouraged, unhappy about something
Or frustrated
 
My eye caught
What was it?
By the desk … a movement on the floor
A square of light, sunlight
Leaf shadows danced
In an unheard breeze
 
Movement
That patch of light filled, alive
A surplus of meaning
Its little space filled, my heart filled
With listening!
Something was being announced
 
There was beyond my work,
Beyond that moment,
Beyond my attitude, grace
Grace telling me
Julian of Norwich reminding me
‘All will be well’
 
© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

A Gateway Lullaby

March 20, 2012
A Gateway Lullaby
 
Sometimes it is barely audible
But it is always there
A distant hum, a hum with a pulse
As it pulls itself out of the Meramec River valley
 
Every night as I lie down
I can hear its beat
Year-round the sound is there
It’s there for a long, long time
Not just passing by … lingering
 
Being lulled to sleep by diesels
Sudden memories of years ago
My aunt’s house in St. Paul
A train yard nearby
Switch engines shunting about
Occasionally a lonely leonine roar from Como Zoo
Drifting in on coal-scented breezes
 
Transportation on both sides of the family
Maternal trains, paternal planes
Sounds from iron horses
Steady, peaceful
Roars from steel birds
Fleeting and frantic
One old and romantic
The other exciting, exotic
 
But for now
Steel rails
Crisscrossing this Gateway to the West
Carry in the darkness
A lullaby
 
© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

Dock Pulled From the Lake

October 12, 2011

Dock Pulled From the Lake

It’s fall – work done awaiting the wind, snow, cold
All that leveling last spring – slow, ponderous, perfect
Rakish on the hillside now leaning against the chocks
Tires old, bald, often flat, held it for the slow ride out of the water
 
Dark green becoming pale and gray
Scaly scum drying in the sun
Ice can’t reach the spindly legs bent one year
Leaves will gather beneath blown into sheltered hiding
 
Summer’s sights and sounds brought life to the dock
Children laughing, planks clattering, boats bumping, lifts clicking
Worms, bobbers, hooks, lines – casting, watching, waiting
Late afternoons – chairs,  glasses of wine, binoculars
 
Thousands of acres of lake with no movement except the waves
The loon a favorite regular – used to be shy – magnificent beauty
Eagles must know when we’re not watching – a shadow, a glimpse, a whoosh
Large bass love the dock’s dark seclusion – they just sit
 
An occasional boat glides by, silver lines flicking into the shallows
Huge motor tipped, silent, pulled by tiny electric motor
At night one feels suspended over the dark stillness
Moon, stars, planets, the Milky Way – a hum from the town’s distant glow

© 2011 Thomas W. Cummins

A small fire down by the lake

September 19, 2011

Packing up a composition book for some writing, I found this from June of last year:

I set a fire this morning

A small fire down by the lake

Such stillness

Slight swells from an unseen boat

Grays and silvers too numerous to count

The fire spits sending sparks to ride the column of smoke

Straight up

No breeze

What did we have to offer?

December 8, 2009

What he should’ve known
What he could’ve known
It’s too late now

I really don’t think he knew
But his handlers did
That foolish and arrogant man
His understanding was meager
Wisdom completely absent
Heels dug in with inexplicable certitude
Instincts abundant
Poorly formed in pampered privilege

Trying to outdo a parent
Ready fodder for manipulators
Playing upon uninformed passion
Vengeful unleashing of unwarranted invasion
Naïve occupation and reckless governance
Torture

Damage done far exceeds
Oppression replaced
Security gone
Hundreds of thousands killed
Millions displaced or injured

Unemployment and frustration
Humiliation and broken families
An ancient civilization
Modern indifference
Now, seething rage looking for an outlet
Self-destruction; self-hatred.

What did we have to offer?

Most of all, I am grateful

January 14, 2008

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In his book, The Holy Longing, Ronald Rolheiser speaks of “mellowness of heart and spirit.” Gratitude. Following today’s morning run, and most of my morning runs, a sense of gratefulness  is most apparent.

Thirty years ago this March, I thought I’d try getting some exercise. That first run on a cold Iowa afternoon is not easily forgotten. A few days earlier, I had measured off a mile on the streets of our neighborhood. That seemed a reasonable first try. It seems short now. But as I stepped out the door in my new Adidas “Country” shoes, I was apprehensive. The last time I ran a mile was during gym class in high school, some twenty years earlier. Throwing up after two laps around the track was the dominant memory.

I returned from that first run not too happy. My vision was pink. I was gasping for breath. The whole experience  didn’t look good. But thirty years later, I am most grateful for the decision then, and my being able to continue now. As I look back, it has really been life-changing for me.