Most of all, I am grateful

January 14, 2008

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In his book, The Holy Longing, Ronald Rolheiser speaks of “mellowness of heart and spirit.” Gratitude. Following today’s morning run, and most of my morning runs, a sense of gratefulness  is most apparent.

Thirty years ago this March, I thought I’d try getting some exercise. That first run on a cold Iowa afternoon is not easily forgotten. A few days earlier, I had measured off a mile on the streets of our neighborhood. That seemed a reasonable first try. It seems short now. But as I stepped out the door in my new Adidas “Country” shoes, I was apprehensive. The last time I ran a mile was during gym class in high school, some twenty years earlier. Throwing up after two laps around the track was the dominant memory.

I returned from that first run not too happy. My vision was pink. I was gasping for breath. The whole experience  didn’t look good. But thirty years later, I am most grateful for the decision then, and my being able to continue now. As I look back, it has really been life-changing for me.

Crestfallen

January 12, 2008

Why the idleness?

When there is so much to do

We let it happen

 Inner City 6/24/95

Not a good way to begin the day. Arriving at the old city workhouse at 8:30 a.m. and prior to a scheduled prayer service, the front desk had no information on our use of the chapel area. Another group was there to use the chapel, but the paperwork  for 2008 religious services was not in order. So, they went in and I went home.

While these mix-ups aren’t unusual, they are very, very frustrating. I’m not one for immediately being grateful and understanding … although that eventually is my state of mind.

The detention facility is overflowing with young men facing uncertain futures. Prayer services are usually filled with passion and emotion. Being in a pre-trial environment is quite unsettling for most of those in residence. Some are serving their short sentence there, but most are waiting to either go home or go to trial.

Waiting on a brown truck…

January 11, 2008

This morning found me out on the road for a quick run earlier than usual. Had to get back home quickly as well. UPS is wanting a signature on a scheduled shipment, and I’m not used to having to hang around all day waiting for a brown truck.

I expect I’ll be getting more involved in parcel shipping than I would like. My first experiment in ordering furniture online has not worked to my satisfaction. It is also a sale item and not subject to being returned. However, unless the catalogue stated that all large surfaces would be rippled and unsightly, this return is going to go. Tickets could be sold for watching my attempt to get the thing back into its box with all the styrofoam blocks and braces. We’ll see.