A Small Upper Window

April 15, 2012

A Small Upper Window

A light is seen through the treetops
A small window on an upper floor
It’s late
Someone must be reading
Or can’t sleep
Perhaps an attendant is there
 
The building looms in the dark
Like a castle
Sitting on a hill
Stone
Stories tall and a block long
But that one small window … there’s a light on
 
I imagine a castle keep
A safe place, caring, secure
Or a tower
A prisoner’s room, lonely, confined
Possibly either or both
Only the occupant knows on a particular day
 
Maybe that’s my room someday
In that old nursing home on the hill
How will I see things?
Filled with hope and gratitude or despair?
Grace-filled or having been forsaken?
In peaceful surrender or stubborn resistance?
 
That light, that window
So peaceful looking
Against that immense silhouette
Light does that to darkness
Even the smallest glow
Brings reflection, imaginings, questions
 

© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

The Five Voices Spoke

April 13, 2012
 
 
The five voices spoke
Ancient words, Greek, Latin
Within an ancient ritual
Set to modern music
At least it was modern then
 
Voices
Rising and falling
Accelerating, pausing, slowing
Louder, joyful anticipation, praise
Quiet, more somber, reflective, sorrowful
 
A voice, a flute
A voice, oboes
A voice, a French horn
A voice, a violin
A chorus of voices, a chorus of instruments
 
Each voice
Rising and falling
Accelerating, pausing, slowing
Louder, joyful anticipation, praise
Quiet, more somber, reflective, sorrowful
 
Filling the room
The music reached up, out
White and gold
Walls softly held the music
Letting it probe and feel the gilded splendor
 
Caressing fingertips exploring
Wanting to escape?
Or just remembering
The last time this grand space listened
Bach’s Mass in B minor

© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

A Prophecy For Humankind

April 10, 2012

April 10, 2012

Back in the 60s I came across a quote from Pierre Teilhard de Chardin, and I have tried to find it off and on ever since. In today’s readings in Give Us This Day, there it was following a small bio acknowledging the date of Father Teilhard’s death in 1955. It reads,

The day will come when, after harnessing the ether, the winds, the tides, and gravitation, we shall harness for God the energies of love. And on that day, for the second time in the history of the world, man will have discovered fire.

I can’t imagine his being alive today, what he would be thinking, what he would be praying for, how he would assess the strength of the prevailing wind against his vision, his hope for all of us.

Perhaps when we realize the futility of what we want over and against our ordained stewardship to and for each other and all creation, things will begin to change.

Morning Run Under the Blossoms

April 4, 2012
 
 
Morning Run Under the Blossoms
  
Pink against rough gray concrete
Pale, delicate
Pristine and undisturbed
Petals – strewn in a graceful arc
Preparing the way
Providing a pattern, a prelude to
 
Shade’s coolness
Soothing, scarce, often fleeting
Such welcome respite from
Saint Louis sun
Sensing winter’s pallor
Soaking in as though invited
 
© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

A Patch of Light

March 31, 2012
 
 
A Patch of Light
 
A work day
Arkansas, hot, humid
That office building, quiet
Each World War II era corner, quiet
An advance of towering pines, halted
By a peaceful expanse of lawn
 
Many beyond naming had sat in my office
In the late 70s one day
Just me
Sitting
Discouraged, unhappy about something
Or frustrated
 
My eye caught
What was it?
By the desk … a movement on the floor
A square of light, sunlight
Leaf shadows danced
In an unheard breeze
 
Movement
That patch of light filled, alive
A surplus of meaning
Its little space filled, my heart filled
With listening!
Something was being announced
 
There was beyond my work,
Beyond that moment,
Beyond my attitude, grace
Grace telling me
Julian of Norwich reminding me
‘All will be well’
 
© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins

A Gateway Lullaby

March 20, 2012
A Gateway Lullaby
 
Sometimes it is barely audible
But it is always there
A distant hum, a hum with a pulse
As it pulls itself out of the Meramec River valley
 
Every night as I lie down
I can hear its beat
Year-round the sound is there
It’s there for a long, long time
Not just passing by … lingering
 
Being lulled to sleep by diesels
Sudden memories of years ago
My aunt’s house in St. Paul
A train yard nearby
Switch engines shunting about
Occasionally a lonely leonine roar from Como Zoo
Drifting in on coal-scented breezes
 
Transportation on both sides of the family
Maternal trains, paternal planes
Sounds from iron horses
Steady, peaceful
Roars from steel birds
Fleeting and frantic
One old and romantic
The other exciting, exotic
 
But for now
Steel rails
Crisscrossing this Gateway to the West
Carry in the darkness
A lullaby
 
© 2012 Thomas W. Cummins